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Suppose you were to die tonight? [June 01 2005|11:33pm] [ mood | awake ] Me and Lauren started a diet today. Our plan is to see how much weight we can lose by my 21st birthday. (March 1st) She's intent on me losing my virginity in Vegas for my birthday. We'll see. 3 replies + reply

I'm never getting it back. [May 24 2005|09:39pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Nine Inch Nails ] Top 5 songs from your top 10 bands/artists: Muse - Bliss - Time is Running Out - New Born - Citizen Erased - Stockholm Syndrome Bush - Glycerine - Machinehead - Mouth (remix) - The Chemicals Between Us - Comedown Green Day - Basket Case - Brain Stew - Redundant - Castaway - Welcome to Paradise Bon Jovi - Wanted Dead or Alive - Living in Sin - Stick to your Guns - I'll Be There for You - Wild is the Wind The White Stripes - I Want to be the Boy to Warm Your Mother's Heart - Seven Nation Army - Offend in Every Way - This Protector - The Hardest Button to Button Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness - Get it Faster - Here You Me - Pain - Bleed American The Offspring - Americana - Gotta Get Away - Gone Away - Have You Ever - Special Delivery Blink 182 - Depends - The Party Song - Josie - Toast and Bananas - Enthused Sublime - Same in the End - Date Rape - Wrong Way - Caress Me Down - Saw Red 311 - Down - Don't Stay Home - All Mixed Up - Beautiful Disaster - Come Original The bands/songs are in no particular order. There is no way I could rank them. It was hard enough choosing only ten. 1 reply + reply

We wish you a merry Christmas, we wish.. .. er wait, wrong song. [May 20 2005|11:06pm] [ mood | happy ] A bit late, I know, but I haven't been updating, and I never saw you online on Wednesday. Hope you had a fun birthday and got way too many presents, YOU SPOILED BITCH! :P Love ya, Jess. <3 reply

Now how about that surrender? [May 14 2005|07:34pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | Kiss ] Same shit different day. I decided that not only do I want to marry a Brit, his name is going to be Ben. A sexy British guy named Ben. It works. My parents are in Chicago right now, for my uncle's wedding party thing. Four days without them. It's weird. Lauren's coming over tonight and we're going to burn cd's and watch movies. I've been reading a lot lately. And going to bed early. I'm still tired. This chronic tiredness is ridiculous. And because of my monitor's unusually bright screen, I've been having eyesight problems. I'm completely dependent on my sunglasses when I got outside. Everything is way too bright. Work is the same. We had a job fair today, and a bunch of people had interviews. I didn't see anyone I particularly liked. :( So much for having a new friend. I could really use one. 1 reply + reply

Who gets the dog? [May 07 2005|10:57am] [ mood | restless ] [ music | Sum 41 ] ( I'm a giver? ) reply

Over and over again. [May 04 2005|12:37pm] [ mood | irritated ] Look at my new Tolkien icon. I made it last night. I'd say it's one of the best I've ever made. I love it. Anyone can feel free to use it, too. It fucking rocks. *pats self on back* Ugh, I have to work again today. I'm leaving in about one minute. Then I'm going to bed early, like at 7, cause we're going to be leaving EARLY for Disneyland tomorrow. I can't wait. It should take my mind off of things. <3 1 reply + reply

Psst, again. [May 04 2005|12:53am] [ mood | crushed ] Journal. I would like to fix things between me and Stef. Please. I'd like this above anything else. Dave's million dollars can wait. Sorry Dave. 2 replies + reply

Pssst. [May 03 2005|10:10pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Journal. I would like Dave to have a million dollars, please. reply

Poisoning the night. [May 03 2005|02:18pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | Action Action ] I'm starting to think this journal has magic powers. When I write shit, it comes true. I just wrote about how I wanted to talk to James again, and magically he finally signed online yesterday. Whooo! We talked about his trip with Lea to San Francisco, which they both loved! And also, we both already know that someday I'm going to go to Scotland and steal a boy and bring him home with me. It's kind of along running inside joke. Well, yesterday I decided that I'm also going to steal a small castle from Wales, as well. Scottish boy + castle = Gina's dream. :D He's doing okay, incase anyone who remembers him cares. He's been dating Lea for a long, long time now, and I wouldnt' be surprised if they get married. He's forever looking for a flat and a job, both of which are hard to find in London. I'm trying to convince him to move to California. >D Well anyway, yay for James. Being nostalgic is so much fun, especially when you're talking to someone who feels the exact same way. =D It's hard being nostaligic with someone who doesn't dwell in the past, like I do, which is everyone I know. I admit it, the LotR chatroom was one of the coolest things that has ever happened to me, and I'll never forget the awesome friendships and cool shit that took place in that room, even if they're both drifting slowly away. <3 Fuck yes, pizza for lunch. THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA CAME OUT ON DVD TODAY. I didn't have enough money for it, becaus I bought National Treasure instead, which I had already planned on buying. Damnit. I got a haircut today, and I'm going to dye it dark red again tomorrow. It's kind of shorter and layered, now. It looks okay. Hair has never looked good on me, period. Tonight I work from 5:30-9:30pm. 1 reply + reply

I think I'm a sofa. [May 03 2005|02:53am] [ mood | tired ] Guess what. Me and Wendy are going to Disneyland on Thursday. It's the beginning of the 50th anniversary celebration! It's going to be so crowded that I won't be able to breathe, but it'll be worth it. They're finally opening Space Mountain back up. FUCK YES. Does anyone want a 50th anniversary souvenir? =D reply

Hope it's fantastic. [May 02 2005|05:49pm] [ mood | bouncy ] 3 replies + reply

Dust off. [May 01 2005|11:54pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | Clickety clack goes the keyboard ] The theater employee who served me my popcorn today was sexy. reply

Everyone sucks. [May 01 2005|10:33am] [ mood | cynical ] For the first time, I'm so fucking happy that I'm not a teenager anymore. Where the fuck is James? It's been WAY too long of a break, I miss you. Please sign on soon, James. I totally need you right now. You're different. You're an adult. The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy is FUCKING HILARIOUS. Everyone needs to go see it right now, and then read the books (or visa-versa). Thank you James for getting me into the books. <3 They're brilliant. I might go see the movie again today. Or I might see The Ring II at the cheap theater. Can't decide. reply

your order is ready. [April 28 2005|03:21pm] [ mood | sore ] stolen from Jess. ( have you ever... ) 1 reply + reply

there is no life in the void. [April 27 2005|09:44pm] [ mood | pissed off ] i don't think i've ever been this pissed off after watching a show. i decided to watch this season of American Idol, and i've been totally obsessed with it. why the fuck did Constantine get voted off? i'm completely baffled right now. that fat, ugly, neanderthal Scott should have been the one to go! i shouldn't be allowed to judge appearance, but SHIT HE'S SCARY LOOKING! his voice is AVERAGE. MEDIOCRE. BORING. PLAIN. NOTHING SPECIAL. he's getting a sympathy vote, nothing more. anyone who thinks he should win needs to be shot. i can't believe.. wait no.. i can believe why America would be so utterly stupid as to vote off one of the best singers, to give Scott a sympathy vote. how many of you fuckers voted 200 times in the 2 hour voting period? is it funny? Scott is boring as hell, and no one is going to buy a record of his if he wins, come on. what the fuck. i stared at the tv with my mouth open for about 10 minutes after the show. i can't believe it. we don't need another R&B or country singer. i should have typed this whole thing in capitals with lots of exclamation points, because that's how i feel right now. i'm so worked up over a stupid reality show. i really don't have the right to talk, since i don't vote, but you can bet your ass i'll be voting for Bo as many times as possible next week...!! rock and roll, baby! okay, while i'm on the subject of music... Rob Thomas' new solo career = no. [/end rant] reply

four piece jigsaw puzzle. [April 25 2005|02:17pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | This Year's Fashon - Action Action ] nothing new to report. still trying to get a second job. i have an interview at Tuesday Morning on uh.. Wendesday. still waiting to hear back from Hallmark. five of my coworkers quit in the past 3 days. five! and i only work with like, eleven people. that's a huge cut. Amy says she's not going to hire anyone else, so that the rest of us can have more hours. yay for Amy. i'm going to miss Jennifer and Carly, though. Action Action is a kickass band! i love finding new music. they're like a cross between The Killers and Jet, if that makes sense. i suggest downloading 'let's never go to sleep' or 'drug like.' do it. NOW. trying to drastically cut down my internet time. haven't been on in a couple days, and when i do, i just check e-mails and ljs. i'm slowly losing interest. this is a good thing, because i've known nothing but the internet life for 3 years. i'll be much happier when i stop coming online for good. it's like a drug addiction i need to break, to better my life. :] ohh, the Pocahontas 2-Disc Special Edition DVD is coming out on May 3rd. 3 replies + reply

I'm gonna miss you, Snails. [April 22 2005|01:45pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Action Action ] i already want another tattoo. like, today. they're like a drug addiction. painful but worth it. okay, two six shooters, one on each hip, pointing down. here's an example: bad ass. i'm also thinkin' about getting Auryn on my lower back, with some kind of design (NOT TRIBAL) around it. reply

Betrayal. [April 21 2005|03:05pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Betrayal - The Black Maria ] from Jess' journal. 1) Total volume of music files on my computer? -- i don't know. let me count how many songs. 19 so far. i've had kazaa several times, and i keep deleting it and starting over. 2) The last CD I bought was: -- today i bought The Black Maria (Lead us to Reason), Action Action (Don't Cut Your Fabric to this Year's Fashion) and The Bravery (self titled). 3a) The last song I listened to before writing this was: -- Betrayal by The Black Maria. 3b) Song playing right now: -- Blister in the Sun by Violent Femmes. 4) Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me. The three lyrics I relate to the most: Longview by Green Day Sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on Change the channels for an hour or two Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit I'm sick of all the same old shit In a house with unlocked doors And I'm fucking lazy Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And I smell like shit Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving I sure as hell can't do it by myself I'm feeling like a dog in heat Barred indoors from the summer street I locked the door to my own cell And I lost the key Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And I smell like shit I got no motivation Where is my motivation? No time for the motivation Smoking my inspiration Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling Call me pathetic, call me what you will My mother says to get a job But she don't like the one she's got When masturbation's lost its fun You're fucking breaking Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And loneliness has to suffice Bite my lip and close my eyes I was slipping away to paradise Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind." But it's just a myth Festival Song by Good Charlotte I don't care about a thing today I used to but I'm fed up And I can hear the words you say I wish that you would shut up I've got responsibility that is my liability, a menace to society At least that's what they say to me But tonight, tonight, it's on tonight I don't want your boring life, And I don't want your 9 to 5, Or anyone to tell me how to live my life People always tell me not to waste my time, To get a real job and get back in line, You can say I'll never be a millionaire, Tell me this guitar won't get me anywhere, I've got responsibility, that is my liability, I'm questioning authority They say there's not a chance for me Your future's no future, Your future's no future, Your future's no future, I control my future I'm leavin I'm leavin I'm leavin I'm leavin TONIGHT Take a Look Around by Limp Bizkit now i know why you wanna hate me cause hate is all the world has even seen lately My two current favorite songs: Out of Line by The Bravery In This World (Murder) by Good Charlotte 5) Which five people are you passing this baton to, and why? threadspool_jag - Tonia has a great/different/strange taste in music. i'd like to see her answers. elenauial - ditto. that's all. no one else on here updates regularly enough. i recommend The Black Maria to Jess. they're fucking awesome, and on the CD cover it says 'for fans of The Used, Muse, and The Killers.' hell yes! reply

My friend lonesome's unconditional. [April 21 2005|10:34am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Open Road Song - Eve 6 ] i've been steadily working on my photography class/program. i finished exam #6 (out of 19) yesterday, and got a 90. i missed two. i only have about 4 more months to finish it. so, if i go to cosmetology school and become a hair stylist/makeup artist, i could do that, and be making more money than my silly retail jobs, while i try to get started in the field of photography. it's not easy to be a photographer. i don't even really know what kind of photographer i want to be. my first choice would be wildlife, but you don't really make any money with that. it'd me more like a hobby if anything. it's probably really hard to get to be a fashion/model/celebrity photographer. i certainly DON'T want to be a family portrait photographer. you have to be REALLY SUPER AWESOME GOOD to be a National Geographic photographer. hmmm, i don't know, we'll see. so does that sound like a good idea? be a photographer AND a licensed cosmetologist? it's the closest thing i have to a career path, besides a geeky computery job, but i'd have to go to college for that. meh. i don't want to work retail forever, i have to start doing something else soon. alright, i'm going to start cheering up, being fake, and not being such a downer. i've realized it all along that i cause a lot of problems, but now i'm going to try to do something about it. from now on, Gina is going to be happy and supportive and friendly and in a good mood. this might be hard, but i'll try. i'm happy for you, Stef! sounds like you and Dave are doing really good! ever since you two started dating, you've been the *happiest* i've ever seen you. it's nice. :} 2 replies + reply

the guests in your park can't find a bathroom. [April 20 2005|08:46am] [ mood | calm ] Tonia, where are you when I need you? i miss talking to you for hours at a time. the only person i talk to regularly now is Mike. i love Mike, but i need some new online friends, or hell, some RL friends. i'm dying for something new and exciting. dying. 1 reply + reply

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